I wish I could say I'll go back on my word this time.
I wish the most simplest thing didn't have the most life changing affect on me.
Its time to give you up.
You clearly proved that last night.
&its not what you did, its what you didnt do.
Its simple, REAL simple.
Just like she told me in my dream.
To put it simple, you didnt care.
I missed you, enough to crumble.
Enough to go back on my words and talk to you.
& as I was dodging death
Thanking god I was still alive & whole
"I'm alive"
you were too busy to text back
It took a near death experience to realize that I was never more then entertainment.
Purely, convenience.
& in one night I accepted that
&laughed you off
because someone who acts like a joke
deserves to be taken and treated like one.
the jokes on you, love
I wont rayce to your side the next time you cross my mind
or I remember how much I care.
Because, enough REALLY is enough this time.
xoxo;; booooga
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