&& in a desperate attempt to save myself ..i drowned

Its funny how drastically things can change in a matter of days, hours even minutes
Some where along the line i lost everything i once held above all else
Lets spell out trust under my list of things that dont exist,
yehh well put it right under love shall we?
For so long i sat around playing lifeguard,
helping so many of my once close friends
&& heres where i stand, lending hands to everyone
without a hand to help me keep balance
So lets kiss my sanity goodbye since ive seemed to have dropped in the puddle i pulled you out of.


xoxo;;
bird